“You shall no longer be spoken of as Jacob, but as Israel, because you have contended with divine and human beings and have prevailed.” Sometimes, we experience tests and trials that often appear as remarkable and notable conflicts. Today, we have been treated to an amazing and timeless wrestling match that is still fought at this very hour. “When the man saw that he could not prevail over him, he struck Jacob’s hip at its socket, so that the hip socket was wrenched as they wrestled.” Jacob’s wrestling match through the night and the wound to his sciatic nerve represent all the battles of our lives, beginning with the biggest battle of them all – between the material and the spiritual, what is of below and what is above. It is the perennial struggle between light and darkness, good and evil. The Lord teaches us that in every struggle, every test, and every trial, we are powerful and can overcome evil forces and urges if we so desire.
“Jacob named the place Peniel, ‘Because I have seen God face to face,’ he said.” Spiritually and psychologically speaking, nothing can harm us when we are on a spiritual high and feel strong and committed to our higher calling, that is, when we keep God right in front of us, face to face. But then there are times when we may feel overwhelmed by the struggle for material survival, overcome by material pressures, and spiritually disconnected. In times like this, we are vulnerable and prone to be wounded in the process of the struggle. “In justice, I shall behold your face, O Lord.” These are when we feel that we are being tested most emphatically and even dramatically.
“A demoniac who could not speak was brought to Jesus, and when the demon was driven out, the mute man spoke.” We, therefore, have to acknowledge this weak spot, this exposed nerve, by recognizing and remembering Jacob’s wound and the cure of the demoniac. The beginning of all healing is awareness of the problem. We are sensitive to the fact that our mindless immersion in material existence touches a nerve that leaves us wounded. Perhaps we are being tested to make us stronger. Jacob would most likely agree with that!
“Never be ashamed of a scar. It simply means you were stronger than whatever tried to hurt you.” Unknown